OH, LIFE (part 1)

THE REAL WORLD

Oh my, here I go again. Just like the old days. I'm preoccupied by my work again and all I can think right now is how to finish them in time. Damn, just like the old days again.

I'm having a hard time coping up. This is serious. I need to slap my face a thousand times and step back to my real world.

Being busy is not an excuse for leaving my real world. This is the reason why untying the knot is almost impossible. I have not given much time to face my blunders.

PICKING UP THE PIECES

I know the solution is not here where I am right now. The broken pieces are miles away from here. I'm now beginning to lose the respect I have for myself.

Did I ran away? or the pressure was just too much to handle? I can't find the answers right now. All I have in mind is stand up for what I did. Be a man and stop acting like a moron.

THE RIGHT TIME

I know I bit more than I can chew. The best thing right now is face the fact. The question is when? I got all my chances before but I screwed it. When is the right time?

Things will never be the same again. I do not want the past to hunt me. The next time should be the right time and the last time.